2017/08/18 17:13
Jack London, Mark RowLands, and Henry David Thoreau, are authors, I recently read. These authors are have something in common. And me either.
They are all misanthrope, in my point of view. That why I am fascinated by their books.
Sometimes l feel insanity of this world. And myself, when thinking about this world, the universe, I am feeling strong fear of going to be madman. Why? Don't you ever think like this? Why are we exist, or why this world should be this form, and so on.
I don't believe any religion. But I am not atheist. I believe science to a certain extent. It means that I am not complete science believer. Because, I know that there are many things in this world ofwhich absolutely unknowable. So I am namely an agnostic.
I'll show you example for your understanding why I becoming an agnostic.
As you know pi is an infinite series. So even now, super computers are solving pi, for themselves's own performance check. And this moment now, if one of them found latest number of pi, still next number is unknown.
Needless to say that pi is a mathematic. And, of course all series of numbers are steady, and determined.
Don’t you think this is very strange, and weird, do you?
And if I show you my opinion, this fact indicating that this world's destiny, including us, is already determined. But, we can’t know it. We have no way to know it.
I am agnostic, and determinist. I am living in such man maddening world.
Anyway, this is my way of living, my stile of living.
